better man...

you say
i deserve a better guy
i really feel sad
PLEASE
don't always make decision on behalf of me
sometime
keep on thinking
if we have any possibility in future
sometimes
keep on cheating myself
i will never serious to u
but it seems like i am fail
even u just treat me as friend
even all of this is just a game for u
BUT it is more than a game for me
please
don't shoot me to death
i just hope
u can look at me
seriously