nothing's gonna change my love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

* a special song dedicated by him
when i reject his love
again
i lose my way

抉择

最近的生活 突然间多了太多的是非题
好像不管我怎样选择 我还是会失去一些很重要的
以后的人生 走到了一条分叉路
不管我选哪一条通道 都是一条one way street
不能再回头
人说条条大路通罗马
我说罗马根本不是我的终点
我太贪心了 很想把两条路的风景都尽收眼帘
却发现 原来抉择 是必然的
好彷徨

感情世界里也一样
走到了需要抉择的时刻
我又退却了
因为 人性是贪婪的 丑陋的
所以我又退回那条安全线

我最害怕就是抉择
顺其自然吧

往事不堪回首

很多事以为已经放下了，原来一直还挂在心里
还以为不会再为同一件事而流泪，眼泪却无法控制的流了下来
四年的光阴 冲不淡心中的痛
那根刺 狠狠地扎着我
似乎无时无刻地在告诉我
你失去了就再也不能拿回

我曾经很伤过 曾经哭过
然后在重新站起来的那刻
告诉自己不会再跌倒了
一直以来 这藏在心中的禁忌
不曾被揭开
直至今晚

原来 心还会痛
而且还很痛很痛很痛
痛得我不能呼吸
原来
我是那么那么的在乎
原来 我只是一个失败又脆弱的大笨蛋
是的 我就是笨蛋

笨蛋
哭过就好了

过客

很久没有一个男人对我那么的认真了
一个以结婚为前提来向我提出交往的人
对我很诚实，很诚恳
但我却退却了
因为 我发现 我在害怕

曾经以为当自己找到一个对我认真
有担当并对未来有规划的人
自己会愿意停下脚步
可是我退缩了
原来我根本就还没准备好

心 还是有点不舍
毕竟好男人不易找
但 我想这个时候接受这一段恋情
对他对我都不是一个成熟的决定
我太理智 太现实了
我想 缘分来的时候
我的心才会找到
那属于我的港口

对不起 我真的不适合你
我只是 不小心吸引你的
小小过客

heartache

i said: ur hug warm my heart..
he said: if i've hold u in my arms,its juz bcoz lonely.
i dono is he refering to me
but my heart tell me he mean it
i feel pain
deep inside my heart
he hold me in his my arms, not bcoz he wan to hug me,is bcoz he is lonely..

i am useless
i kno he is juz one of the stranger who walk across my life
he nvr meant to continue this
he nvr meant to be responsible
he nvr meant to serious to me
ya, i feel pain, now

from this moment on
u r no longer important for me
bcoz one day when u hug me
i wil tel u
ur hug make me feel nothing
no
i will nvr let a man hug me
bcoz of lonely anymore

i hate u