happy birthday...

写这篇文章的时候 还有十分钟我的生日就结束了
今年的生日好寂寞啊
没有人在身边
一个人吃着杯面而过
突然发觉 我真的只是一个人
没有朋友 没有亲人
我听着三年前 我唱的那首
‘祝我生日快乐’
好悲 衬托着我的心情

快乐一点好吗？
别让自己当个这么脆弱的人好吗？
你是一朵梅花
不怕风吹雨打 你的头绝不会低下来
我是一朵梅花

秋梅 生日快乐

him

today meet with him again...
after last visit, 5 months past
erm
i tot i got no feeling to him anymore
but when i look into his eye
recall the feeling deep into my heart
i feel like he is mine
eventhough i know
he would never be mine
maybe there is someting
we need to learn to let go
he would never know wat i am thinking
and
i wish if he know
i scare if he know
if only he know