当你站在生命的终点时。。。

当你站在生命的终点时 头脑里在想些什么？
当你发现生命似乎真的没什么可以留恋时
是不是死亡就是最好的选择？

那时的你 总会用你的哲理来辅导我
而我总会用不屑的态度来回应你
那些过去 在很久后的现在
在你已经离开了的现在
才涌现在脑海
我们曾经是那样的友好
而现在的我却只能在报章上看见你去世的消息
我是个多么不堪的朋友
而你又是多么残忍的
剥夺了我以后想关心你的机会

是悲伤吗？好像不是。。
是内疚吗？也许有点吧。。。
更多的是无奈 遗憾
还有怨恨
怨恨自己 为何不在两天前想到你时
打个电话给你 或许你那时最需要的就是关怀
我失去了一个机会 而你失去了生命
现在的我 无话可说

朋友 安息吧！
愿你在自己选择的道路上
不后悔

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life
They seem half-asleep
even when they’re busy doing things they think are important
This is because they’re chasing the wrong things
The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others
devote yourself to your community around you
and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning"

these are words from Morrie--a famous American Educator
find it so meaningful and copy from my fren's blog
i shall remember this all the time '
so i won't lost my way

memory

times flies so fast
there had been 3 years we separate away
all the memories with u become alive
when i found my diary
they said diary is the memory that will never died
i recall
the way u addressed me
the way u smiled to me
the way u consoled me
the way ur eye looked at me
ur msg
ur care
ur love
i had kept it deep in my heart
u said i differ from other girls
i am so special that can make u fall in love
but we both know
we would never be together
too many barriers between us
and the largest barrier
i would never able to overcome
i know everything had pass
in ur heart maybe my name is faded away
but ur smile, ur name, ur face
will be in my heart
still
TO: MAAY--u know who u are